Practice session with Ani
My believe: I am not grounded and cannot be grounded in the city.
Ani’s reading:
- She sees many deer archetypes around me; almost like my spiritual animal
- I am like deer, I rest low on the ground but can also jump light. So when I am in the city I can remind myself about this.
- She also saw that I am living in either an alternate universe or future where human and nature co-habitat better. so my soul is genuinely confused that I am living in an environment that’s so disconnected from nature.
- Get grounding mat, EMS stickers (for devices) and the grounding shoes for walking. I am like deer very sensitive, so these radioation can make me very uncomfortable.
- She also noticed that there’s a believe from my heart that I do not believe in my power. It is coming from ancestral shame. When she tried to releases it, it gets stuck at the throat charkra again. The throat is stuck, it is coming from an ancestral shaming. She cleared it. Jill added on that it is about 80% clear, I still need to do something.
Jill’s suggestion: give my ancestors the golden light.
When Ani download the unconditional love for me, she said the message was very strong that the creator wants me to know my ability, that I am very powerful.
Ani’s believe (that she wants to work on): She has this destructive tendencies, she thinks it’s on the history level (past lives).
My reading:
- I sensed a strong physical reaction, so it is not just on the history (past lives) level but genetic.
- I saw a woman panicking and trying to hide children in cellars to keep them safe. She looked really scared and helpless.
- I asked Ani if her ancestor been through war or any thing they had to escape from something. She said one side of her family went through holocaust. I told her what I saw. And the woman was holding on really tight to protect all the children.
- I sent love to this woman and the children.
- I saw a spirit in huge pink light surrounded and hugged Ani. Ani said she saw red light around her at the same time.
- We removed the believe that 1) Life is unsafe, 2) Someone is up to get me, 3) I have to protect myself and my children. The message I got is You are loved.
- When I downloaded the unconditional love for her, I saw three angels standing in her living room. Protecting her. The message is that she is safe and protected.